Telling Stories of Hope, Love and Transformation.

When a hurting woman catches a glimpse of her true Shining Self, she won’t be satisfied with less again.

About Tishia  

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Me after conquering a fear of heights by riding glass elevator to the top (72nd floor) of Westin Peachtree Hotel in Atlanta, GA!

Hey there! I’m honored you’re here and want to know more about me. So here you go…

I’m a 40 something single (43 at this moment) Michigan gal, recently moved to the West Coast. I have one kiddo – a 20 year old son.

As for being single…well, I haven’t given up hope that my Mr. “Perfect” is out there. I’m a hopeless romantic and for as long as I can remember I’ve always wanted to be a wife and a mom. I’ve got the mom thing down, obviously, just not the wife thing (yeah, yeah – I did things out of order. What can I say?)   Had to edit & cross that all out because, well…I’m no longer single 😉 I’ve been in relationship, with the most amazing man, now since November 2017!

Life has been quite the journey of ups and downs but each and every event, good or bad, has helped make me into the person I am today – a strong, independent, sassy, fun-loving, full of life, empowered and confident woman. But, it’s taken a lot of work to get to this place. I used to be one heck of a hot mess – ask anyone that knows me and they may be a little too willing to attest to that 😉 

Most of my life I lived behind a mask, pretending to be someone I wasn’t. I felt like a chameleon, always changing my ‘color’ (personality/how I acted) based on the people I was around…family included.

Because I was hurting on the inside, didn’t know who I was, what my self-worth was, had low self-esteem (the list goes on and on) I started making harmful choices:

  • Sexual promiscuity (any attention from a man was better than none)
  • Binge drinking eventually turning into every day drinking
  • Binge eating & binging and purging
  • Shopping sprees (harmful in a financial sense)
  • Self-harm (cutting)
  • Suicidal

In my mid 30’s I finally realized one morning – after waking up to a random dude in my bed after one of many binge drinking episodes that resulted in a black out – my life was unmanageable and I couldn’t go on like I was any more. There were two options I saw at that time – killing myself or picking up the phone and admitting I needed help. Because I’m here writing this and you’re reading it, you can probably guess I chose the latter of the two options (thank you Jesus!).

That one phone call was the beginning of my metamorphosis – the beginning to my transformation! It was a long process (and still is!) but one I’m so thankful I started and continue working on….every. single. day! As I began the outpatient alcohol addiction treatment, counseling, AA meetings, and more I started to learn more about me and who I was as a person – the REAL me.

And that means, I don’t want to act. I don’t want to pretend. I’m a real person. I’m rough around the edges, still struggle some days with self-confidence, self-worth, feeling valuable, etc. but that’s OK! It’s so ok!

There’s no more mask – I want YOU and everyone else to see the true me…faults and all! Some things you may agree with and others you may not…that’s okay! We can agree to disagree right now and all be REAL together.

Triumphant today:

  • Sexual abuse survivor
  • Recovering alcoholic (3 years sober as of March 3, 2017)
  • Built credit up enough to finally be approved for a car loan and am for the first time ever the proud owner of a “new” car (2013 VW Bug)…it makes me grin and feel all giddy just typing that!
  • Eating healthy & down 54 lbs so far!
  • Exercising regularly
  • Great relationships with friends and family
  • Dating… this is a whole post in itself 😉
  • Willingness to be vulnerable and authentic…even if someone doesn’t like it
  • Facing issues instead of running from them
  • Loving myself faults and all!

Want to know more about me? Take a look at this Fun & Quirky Things About Me post. That’s me in a nutshell!